"It was late at night in 1968 when a group of men barged into my boarding house and pointed their guns at me. They shouted that I was a member of the PKI [Indonesian Communist Party]," Yogyakarta native Christina Sumarmiyati, 68, said.
Christina's voice broke as she went into the details of what she endured before an audience gathered at the National Library in Central Jakarta on Monday.
She talked about being locked up for 10 years without trial during which she suffered sustained sexual abuse in different prisons from Yogyakarta to Buru Island in Maluku.
Christina was not the only survivor of human rights abuse to finally speak up about injustices they suffered. On Monday, seven of 32 victims of past rights abuses opened up about their terrible past in the hope that the government will one day finally acknowledge their plight and apologise for the abuse.
Some of the victims were women who survived torture as well as sexual abuse during Indonesia's occupation of East Timor, which lasted from 1975 to 1999, years of military operations in Aceh and Papua, and those who were victims of social and agrarian conflicts in different parts of the country.
A Papuan woman, who wished to remain anonymous, told of being left by her husband and children because of the "shame" she brought on the family as a victim of repeated sexual abuse by members of the Army soon after she was arrested for joining a ceremony to raise the Papuan separatist Morning Star flag in July 1998.
"I'm grateful that I survived that horrible incident even though I'll never forget the soldiers smacking my head until it bled or when they mutilated my genitals," she said. "Many female friends lost their lives in terrible and inhumane conditions".
Also joining the 32 survivors were victims of religious discrimination as well as the families of rights campaigners who were murdered for their activities, including the widows of human rights activist Munir Said Thalib and leftist poet Widji Thukul.